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2003-02-08 @ 16:00
Fuck, fuck, fuck!!!!! I don't know what to do. Me and my best friends Cc and Ingrid (in fact that is my only friends I have left besides of two others) are planning a trip through Europe this summer. I really really want to go through with it. We are going to Roskilde, Copenhagen, Rome, Pisa, Venice, Nice, Cannes, Barcelona, Amsterdam, u name it... I want to go, I WANT TO GO!!!!!!! I can't let this leave behind me. It's going to be awesome. But I have a fucking problem. If I want to do it I have to eat. Yeah, u heard right, I have to eat!!! Dammit! I don't want to eat. Food makes me fat! I'm already too fat. I look like I am an obese lady! I have to be skinny, and I really has to be skinny to this trip. I have to show my fat ass in bikini *gasp* I don't know if I can show me in bikini like I am now, I'm 110 pounds. Dear me! I'm fat, I'm fat, I'm fat!!!!! My BMI is 16.7! I have to think over this a bit.My doc tells me that if I lose more weight I'm not in shape to do a trip like that. So I have a dilemma. I will let u guys know what I decide to do.
Take care!
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Today I feel:
I wanna have control
I wanna perfect body
I wanna perfect soul
I want you to notice
When I'm not around
So fucking special
I wish I was special
But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here.
~Creep - Radiohead~
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